i'm still not out...

Always forgive,

Never forget

Its just like me to pretend

And give into her every need

Showing no signs of defeat

Thirsting for you,

Thirsting for the tears you cry

Waiting for you,

Waiting for your pleading cries

Don't be blinded by her

Don't be blinded; its disguise

Don't be blinded by her eyes

Skin so soft and pure white lace

Beauty takes control of you

Don't be blinded by her eyes

Don't be blinded its disguise

Shell suck every inch of life from deep inside of you.

Her burning passion for hate takes control of you

Every inch of light from deep inside

My only regret lies in all the nights

Spine removed from back,

Faced down on the floor.

I offered her my heart,

But still she wanted more

Skin so soft

Beauty is only skin deep.

Pure white lace;

Is enough to cut through,

Exposing what's beneath...

she's too noisy,,,

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for..

It hurts to reach you when I'm down..

Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn..

It hurts to reach you when I'm down..

My dreams are growing into..

Frustrations when I hear your voice..

feeding me till I'm choking..

My ears are ringing louder..

Repeating words that bring me down..

ringing, my ears are bleeding..

So hold your breath and spare me..

The pointless conversation, I'm running out of patience..

Don't blame me for trying to reach..

As you are moving forward..

I feel as if I can't catch up..

trying so hard to reach you..

I'm stuck here at the bottom..

You're too high up to come back down..

trying so hard to reach you..

Silence your harsh words my dear..

My ears are ringing of this..

I can't stop thinking of it..

I try to reach you but I fall..

the descendant who carry on the legacy...

ok ok..

enough of all this emo crap about relationship n all..

time fer the real lyfe of kryptonite..


here goes..

the eldest of the old one has gone..

the eldest son is betrothed with the responsibility..

and me?

being the eldest in my family is betrothed with sumtin else..

my dad will carry on his legacy and polish history about his old man..

hmmm..

i hav sumtin else to carry on..

his teachings will be engraved to me..

once a seaman,always a seaman..

traditions will be carried on..



rush back home yesterday mornin after the news broke out..

i called the boat service ask to bring us back immediately..

while the rest pack up..

it was 3am++..

reach home at 5am and dump everytin one side..

quickly took a shower and rush to my granddad's home across the road wit my dad..

reach there n pay our respect..

many things happen after that..

relatives came n etc.

de moment after we clean the body to put it out fer others 2 pay their last respect..

many tears flooded the scene..

pray together fer him..

sent him to lim chu kang..

fer the last tyme..

very sad..

didn't expect him to go juz like tat..

promise him to bring back fishes..

haiz..

-kryptonite out..

10 Times...

i told someone a long tyme ago...

i'll get her,go out wit her,french kiss her...

i get her,didn't go out wit her,no french kisses...

lost her..

recently, told tat guy again...

i,ll get her again,tis tyme wif help...

will go out wit her,tis tyme by fulfilling it...

i'll kiss her,tis tyme wif love...

10 times...

hopefully,sometin magical will happen tis month...

i noe it will...

i'll make sure the 10 kisses will be engraved...

there's no stoppin me now...

sometymes u juz got to wonder how in the blue hell did i lost her...

tis tyme gonna be different...

the past won't haunt me everytyme i closed my eyes...

reminisce...




You can't be replaced...

I'm left alone with you...

in spirit and in words...

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood...

all the ones around me, I cared for...

and most of all I loved...

but I can't see myself that way...

please don't forget me...

or cry while I'm away...

Come back to me, this is unconceivable...

Left alone through suicide...



here without u...

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face...

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same...

But all the miles had separate...

They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face...

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind...

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time...

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams...

And tonight girl it’s only you and me...

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello...

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go...

Everything I know, and anywhere I go...

it gets hard but it won’t take away my love...

And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done...

it get hard but it won’t take away my love...


haiz...

chillin out ya...

see ya!

hmmmm

miss my island...

addicted to some lame game at facebook...

been watchin many old movies...

bored of lyfe...

reali...

Impact NO.2

sekali tk serik sak...

ape nk jadi...

da no.2 ni...

ku tk bangga...

ku nyer pertama dn terakhir tk menjadi...

yg kedua ku nk akhirkn dgn lagi tk menjadi...

ape lagi yang seterus...

nyonya tepi jln pun boleh kate sak...

"hidup pun susah,mati pun susah..."

aku yg nk hidup senang pun boleh dgn mati senang...

saat yg rantai tu di campak da membunuh...

ape lagi kene dier punye nk sgt...

wah lau wei..

bweh tahan eh..

tapi...

paling lawa punye puteri ku pernah nampak...

di malam jumaat 13 tu...

dgn bergitu senang satu puteri membunuh ku...

gadis yg ku paling syg...

yg aku mintk izin utk mencintai...

gadis begitu manis...

gitu macam punye senang dier hapus kn aku...

tk boleh disalah kn...

dier la puteri yg ade hak utk membuat gitu...

ku hormat kekuatan seorang gadis yg begitu lawa..

tk gune ku benci kalo balek dlm gelanggang cinta jugak...

tgk cam mane hidup ku menuju...

utk skrg...

cume tu dua puteri je boleh hidup kn mayat ku balek...

tu pun kalo dorg tau cam ne...

cinta tu ape sebenar nye?

dua hubungan ku telah menunjukkan bahawe cinta tu ade bermacam makne...

puteri setahun menunjukkn cinta dtg dalam berbagai cara...

365 hari tanpa cinta tak sah dari 14.12.07 hingga ke 14.12.08...

pintu hati ku dilindung oleh dier...

tdk pernah dier gagal utk buka pintu itu betape keras mangga benci telah di kunci...

aku jugak yg degil...

mati mati pikir ku tk leh jage satu puteri ni...

aku hanyalah budak yg tidak ade ape mase tu...

dia la puteri yg mempunyai segalanye...

boleh pegi mane...


puteri lima bulan pula...

beribu ganda beza dari perempuan biase yg di luar sane...

ku sgt hormat kekuatan dier...

dier boleh hidup di dunia ini tanpa bnyk keperluan...

begitu luar biase puteri ini...

tetapi...

kelemahan dlm segi pandangan dier kepade cinta yg buat ku terperanjat...

aku tau bahawa aku tidak boleh berubah sikap dier...

ku degil jugak...

ku terima la hakikatnye...

pandai carik penyakit,pandai cari ubat...

tapi nk cari kt ne?

tu pun kalo dier mkn...

salah beli air kelape makin menambah sakit...

biler agak nyer akan dier pandang cinta sebagai satu yg luarbiase...

seperi dier...

tapi ape yg aku tau pasal cinta?

aku sendiri putus asa...



kryptonite...

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